suddenfiction1: numerology
i hate the number 4.i don't understand.
i should hate the number 3: oro, plata, mata. death.
4 means gold, half of number 8, eternity in bliss. eternity of bliss.
fuck it. even fuck has 4 letters to its name.
but everytime tragedy enters my system, i look for any piece of wood and knock 3 times.
damn it, i knock three 3-knock sets just to drive the thoughts away and keep them there.
i should blame family friends for this.
one of them's psychic.
he told my mother never to use number 4, or have anything associated with it.
bad luck. supposedly.
so i trained myself to hate the number 4.
4 means even division, a selection of sides. two sides. i liked to fencesit.
at least three gave me a good bench to sit on while i dilly-dally which side to take.
maybe i should hate myself in the process.
my name has four letters.
2 Comments:
langhiya, buti may alam ako ng kaunting spanish kaya nahanap ko ang comment link. buti nagka update na rin. hehehe
if u hated the number 4, what number do u love?
think of xanana. its not a four letter name. ;)
i was referring to my real name. hehehe
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